I haven't been able to sleep properly in almost a week now. That damn thing has been on my mind since saturday. It's now friday and I'm currently tired as hell but I can't sleep cos I still keep thinking about it. Life is too short for this to be happening. And yet, I can't complain. I think I can manage the year without my buddypal with me but it's gonna be fuckin hard. I'd much rather hae her talking to me then not talking to me.

Fuck im tired.