first day of school

I have the first day of junior year tomorrow and I can't sleep. Not only do I have to deal with the regular school year jitters, I have to deal with the fact I may have driven away a very good friend.
It started Saturday night when I took one of her comments towards me too seriously. We then ended up having an argument over how I should know by now that she was just messing around. I ended up saying that I was tired of how she's always playing and thats when she said that maybe I should just go talk to someone else. Stupid me thought that was the end of our argument and we could go back to talking.

Unfortunately for me, this isn't the first time I took one of her comments seriously. What I'm really scared of is that she's tired of my constant negativity and inability to know when she's playing. If she's tired of that, well, that is whats really on my mind right now. If she's just mad then I know that eventually she'll cool off enough for me to talk to her. But if she's tired of me.....I'm kinda sorta screwed.

Oh yeah, first day of school tomorrow. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. I really have to sort my classes out since most of them suck monkey balls. I especially need to get outta filipino 3 because I can't stand the teacher. I need to get into my algebra 2 class that was taught by my last year teacher. First thing imma do is go see what the best lie I can use to get in is.

I'm gonna go practice my guitar now. Ugh and I thought the alcohol I had earlier woud put me to sleep. Guess not =[