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Isn't it weird how when you miss a place, the strangest things will remind you of there? I dunno if this is true with all people but it has been for me for the last 2 weeks. One of the most unexpected things for me was the message tone on ym cell phone. While I was in the Philippines that was going off non stop for about 4 days. Now that I'm back here it's a sound I rarely here. Today when it went off out of nowhere, the first thing I could think was......... And All of a sudden I was back in the Philippines sitting on the doorstep texting.

I've been back in CA for 2 weeks now and I'm pretty much back to my old routine. The first week was really hard for me since all I could think of was my relatives and how much I missed them all.I guess what made it hard for me was that for most of my life it's just been me and my parents and then all of a sudden I'm surrounded by family. All of a sudden I have people to talk to, little cousins to play with, people to just be around. It was a big change when before I would be by myself most of the time. I guess it's partly my fault for not making that many friends.....

i also realize that i am a very shitty writer so please dont critisize even tho my writing is terrible