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I read a blog entry of someone very close to me a couple of minutes ago, and it made me look at them in an entirely different light. It was only one entry, but the way it was written got me thinking about them. I should be thankful as hell to have such a person in my life. I guess it just gave me a small glimpse of how talented they really are, whether it be in writing, music, or art. I shouldn't be putting this person through stress because they seriously deserve better. I have never been able to put out my thoughts in a way that lets the reader feel what I feel. Even more than that, it got me thinking about myself. Is there really an area that I excel in? I make an effort to try different things, but so far there hasn't been something that I really shine in. Up until this point, I had always fancied myself a decent writer. Reading that one entry tho...Somehow it managed to make me seriously reconsider.

Simply reading back on this entry makes me doubt it even more. Why does it seem I am incapable of transferring my thoughts into words?