fuck...things

Why does it seem like my mom cares all of a sudden? She started talking to me about my after high school plans and I keep getting almost no support from them. It's irritating. I was told that I no longer share anything with them. My response was that they don't ask. Should I have said that? Probably not. It just got to me that after all this time of seemingly not care, they choose now to care. The fact that everytime I try to share something I get shot down and discouraged doesn't help either. Perfect example. I told my mom I had a girlfriend. I was expecting her to be at least somewhat happy for me but instead I got "We'll see how long you guys last". How the fuck is that supposed to make me feel? I tell my dad. He says that I should tell her to play tennis with me cos shes overweight. ????!?!?! I get encouraged to go to work after high school. What ever happened to aiming high? I never get any fucking encouragement.

I gotta say tho, I have a feeling what I said to my mom hurt her feelings...