Yee

It would be so much easier if for me if I could just stop caring about a particular person. It would actually be great if you could just stop caring about stuff you didn't want to as soon as you got tired of it. In my case, I spend all my time time thinking about all these silly little what ifs. All these what ifs make it so i end up constantly questioning our friendship. If I could just stop caring, I wouldn't have that problem. I'd be able to say "Go ahead, do whatever you want, I don't care."
But I can't. I'm not the kind of person who can simply stop caring about something. It becomes especially irritating when you know they don't care about you and yet you still find yourself caring about them. Grrr.
There totally wasn't any point to this point but I guess I just wanted to get it off my chest.
Almost Christmas. I wonder what I'm going to do this year...