boo =[

It's nearly 3am on a Sunday morning, I have a headache, and I'm here on the laptop typing another useless entry on my blog. Yay me. I've got a lot of thoughts in my head right now. Most of them concern the same person that seems to end up on my mind so frequently. More than anything, I wish it would just go back to the way things were towards the end of last school year and the beginning of summer. Back then, everything was great. Things were the way they should be between friends. Then this school year started. Things haven't been smooth since summer. A stupid argument comes up (Usually my fault), we end up not talking for a week or two, then it goes back to the way it was before. Right now, it's one of those not talking periods. This time I don't think it's actually my fault, but, I could be wrong. To be honest, I'm getting tired of this constant arguing. It's almost always something stupid but we end up having a silly argument and someone ends up getting their feelings hurt. Usually me. The thing is, it's almost always the same thing that gets me down. Three little words. "I don't care." There's something about those 3 words that make me feel down. I should know by now that when she says it, she doesn't really mean it. I just can't help myself, but once I hear those words I end up saying something really sarcastic. The point of it is almost always that we're not true friends.

The thing is, I think we are. Even after our countless periods of not talking this year, we somehow always end up cool again. If she didn't care about me, she would never answer the phone when I call and let me apologize. If I didn't care, I wouldn't bother making the phone call in the first place. More than anything I wish I could move past this.

Looking back on this entry i realize it's kinda difficult to read. Then again, almost all my entries are difficult to read.