So i realized that after 2 years of doing basketball as a sorta side hobby, i finally had a day that i was legit feelin it. I have never played for a formal team, never been to a practice, never had any actual coaching. everything i know on the court i taught myself. and yet i can barely compete with players i  meet on the court. i think thats an accomplishment tho. i had to teach myself how to shoot the j, how to post up, how to dribble, and lately i been somewhat expanding my offenst. recently learned how to finger roll, and i think i mentally kno how to split the d now.

played today, i had several "highlight" moments, one after another. i also had a few near highlight moments. if anything, i need to have the confidence to try that shit in a real game.

still a lot of work, but i willing