It hasn't been easy for me to get to sleep these last few nights. I'm stuck either reminiscing about the past or worrying about the future. It's a terrible spot to be in.
I went to San Francisco yesterday. Loads more fun compared to the first time we went. Never would have figured that the addition of Robert would make such a big difference. As odd as this sounds, it made the trip...right. It was enough to make it a day to remember. It was also yesterday that I figured out that what you learn riding buses in one city can be applied to other forms of transport in other cities. All the years I've spent riding the bus to and from school has given me the ability to be lost in my own world whenever I ride. No matter how crowded or what crazy thing happens on a bus, I can completely zone it out. Useful when you're packed in tighter than sardines into a bus.
Lately I've been thinking about how carefree life has been for me so far. Never had to worry about rent, or bills, or any of that grown up stuff. However I'm going to have to eventually. How I will react when the time comes is what I've been thinking about.
My two best friends have always been there for me. Yet I can't help but feel I'm still missing out. What would it have been like if I had met them while we were still in elementary? Would we still be tight up to now? Would it change the way we treat each other? I guess its just an odd something I've been missing.
This entry makes little to no sense.