Tagged!

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

1) My name is Raphael, but I'm known as Raph.
2) I get distracted VERY easily.
3) Theres really only one thing I REALLY regret up until now.
4) I'm horrible at saving money.
5) I love my job.
6) Fresh, hot rice is mankinds greatest invention.
7) I wish I were more confident.
8) Permanently late.
9) I rarely learn my lesson the first time around.
10) Peanutbutter, yo di pace, awesomeness, are all cool things.

I tag...Kylie, Alex, Dana, Robert, Anath, Nayeem, Liana, Rachel, Krystle, and Sean.

I was just sitting on the sofa in my family room when I remmebered something. Unfortunately, I promised that I wouldn't ever mention that person on here again. So I'll just reminisce fer a bit then let it go.

For the longest time I've wanted to write about how it feels to ride the bus home at night. I never tried this before because I didn't think that I would be able to pull it off. I probably still can't, but it's not going to stop me from trying. This time at least. =]

There's something different about riding the bus at night. When you ride it during the day, everyone seems to have a different goal. A different destination. At night, it all changes.

me and my half baked ideas. *sigh* ill finish this eventually


I got my speeding ticket in the mail today. $236. I can afford the ticke no problem BUT I can't afford the rise in our insurance rates. I think that it ca




here ends my most fragmented blog entry evaH

Kylie=Genius

I don't know. I've always been scared of apologizing. Usually it's because I'm afraid that the person I happen to be apologizing to won't take the apology. In this case, I think they did, but....idk. I guess it was a bit much of me to assume that everything would be back to the way they used to with nothing more than a simple apology. I have to say, it is a bit discouraging when the other person fails to do something as simple as spend 10 minutes catching up. In any case, I'm not too sure I can blame them. It has been quite a while since we've been "cool". I'm not too sure though if it's more my fault than hers. In any case, I'll find out eventually. A very smart friend of mine told me to treat said person the way I used to, regardless of whether they respond to it or not.

Only time will tell if things really do end up the way they used to be. I really hope that they do.

This really smart person (KYLIE) pointed something out to me that I can't believe never occurred to me before. Why do I try so hard to be on good terms with whatserface when I'm already surrounded by people who are 10 times better then her? All the effort I've put into trying to be cool with whatserface could have and should have been put to trying to better my relationship with these cool peoples. Now, I have to repair things. All because of that BITCH. Yes, I said it. BITCH. I'm done with that.....yea.

genious

rawr summer

It's summer! Well, it's been summer for about 3 weeks now. So far, I managed to land myself a job, meet a couple of new people, and get kicked out my summer class several times. Summer's been pretty boring fer me so far tho. I can't quite figure out why thought. I'm at summer school from Monday thru Thursday and then I work Saturday and Sunday. If I'm not at work there's a good chance I'm with some people. And yet I still call this summer boring. EH.

The one thing that has happened so far this is summer is the fact that I seem to be having some sort of problem with everyone. Theres the girl that I met before school ended, and so far I have no idea what she thinks of me. Whether I'm just a voice on the phone or an actual friend I have no idea. I know so little about her and the worst part is I'm too scared to try and find out more. Then there's the girl who I thought was like my sister. Only thing was is that she was slowly freezing me out and I was in too much denial to actually realize. Now we're at the point that it seems like we're total strangers and I have no idea how I can bring back the bond. Then theres the problem of whatserface. I find myself constantly complaining about her to whoever will listen and it's now its just bleh. I want her out of my life though. The only thing stopping me from that is the fact that every time I try, I end up reminiscing bout the good times. And in my case, the good times weren't even that good. The worst part is, I'm still talking about her now. I think that really proves that I'm still stuck on her.

Back to that girl. The one who I figured was like a sister. Two days after I crashed my truck, I got a speeding ticket in her mom's car fer goin 53 in 35 zone. For those two days I would freak out every time my phone rang because it would either be the guy I hit bugging me about whether I was going to settle, or the insurance company buggin me bout makin a statement over what had happen. My point is, I was really stressed for those two days and I did not need a speeding ticket making things worse. During this time, I was under the impression that i would be paying for most of the damages so I had that on my mind as well. Basically, I was stressed as hell fer those 2 days when this girl decides to make a joke about how "raph's not a boy". That was what brought me over. Granted, I coulda dealt with it in a better way then just walking out of the house but eh. In any case, things between us have been really different since that day. When I tried talking to her it was as if I was talking to a complete stranger. I found out from one of her friend's that she's mad at me although I have no idea what for. I suppose having to deal with me constantly complaining bout whatserface mighta been a factor but theres no way I can know that now.

Something something something. Just pretend I wrote something here that wraps everything up. I hate conclusions. But I love Rachel. =]