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I'm tired. It's been a few days since I've been able to get a proper sleep. These last couple of nights have been somewhat...different for me. I've spent a ridiculous amount of time on the phone...and I'm starting to notice that I'm doing certain things now. After cutting 5th and 6th today, we drove back to the school. My reason for doing so was just so I could see Jen. Yea. So...that's a little weird for me.


Denneys had an offer where they had free grand slams from 6am until 2pm. We (Bryant, Aries, Robert, Sean, Anath, Geramie) left about halfway through lunch intending to go to one of the two Denneys in Vallejo. I was somewhat freaking out because it was my first time cutting school during the day. All the other times i "cut" I just didn't show up for my first class. The fact that there was a cop car in the parking lot didn't really help matters. In any case, we managed to leave campus uneventfully. It took me a few minutes of driving to calm myself down and by the time I did, it was established that the lines at both the Dennys were way too long. I came up with the bright idea of goin up to fairfield for some with the plan that if the line was too long, we would just go get some In N Out. Got there, line was too long, we ended up at In N Out. Not so bad. Two double doubles, two fries, I was set. Figured we might as well go to the mall and while I was there I learned something. No one in Fairfield goes to school. There were so many people who looked to be our age just chillin in the mall. Crazy. Eventually found our way back to school, and we left after about 5 minutes to go to Best Buy. Nothing important really happened there except for the fact I learned the beginning of that damn piano thing Alex and Aleya play. Migrated to Target, where we found out that they had sofas on display. Not quite a gazebo, but I suppose it will do. Spent about 40 min there just texting random ppl and chilling with Anath and Rob. Got home, then a couple hours later wrote this blog.

Turns out I was right about the situation. Confronted Robert about the whole situation and it turns out it really was just a misunderstanding. I just can't completely shake the feeling that he may only be saying this because...because he feels bad for me? Idk. In any case, finding out that he doesn't like her simplifies things so very much. Now the only thing I have to worry about is whether she can look past her own situation and make this work. I also have to manage to not screw anything up. Considering my previous luck, I think theres plenty of room for me to still fuck up.