benicia 9th street

I have a prom date. Hooray. I'm not feeling it at all. I think things are moving too fast right now. Last week when I said I would wait until this week to see where I stood, I never would have guessed it would be this far along. Holding hands, cuddling. None of it in public yet. Idk. Things are weird. We don't go out and yet it almost seems as if we do. Negative thoughts are playing their role. Not to the extent that it has before, but they're definately there. I rarely call her. It usually happens that she calls me. I'm ok with that. If it were me of a few years ago, that would undoubtedly bother me. No idea why.

everybody and they momma got a blogspot. i been on that blogspot hype since 05 fools. yupyup